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Monday, February 9

Yuan Xiao Jie

wHoo!!~~ ok.. haven't been bloggin since CNY countdown yea?? hehe... been BUSY.. HAHA!!! went visiting and stuff of coz... Day1 mj... lost... Day2 gambling.. lost... Day 3.. back to work.. Day 4... went to classes and headed to lim's house for another gambling session.. won $4.. LOL!! Day 5.. gambling at MY HOUSE! WHOO!!! shall not elaborate further... aHakz!!! n of coz we still have some other visitings... at yow's house and jJ's mAma bdae celebration!! (i'm LAZY to upload the pix so words shall do the talking for this entry.. hehe... shall upload them all when i have the mood...)

ok... let's tok about work now... we've got a new boss... (and i dun like her...) seriously... i think my company now is in a TOTAL mess!! but as for me, i juz wanna keep my job, stay here long, n dun be a busybody... HAHA!! i wanna get my bonus!! if there's any la... i juz dun understand the GUYS seriously... gettin more n more vexed each day... conclusion: heck care EVERYTHING!!

time to do some self-reflection now...
38?: yes abit...
bad-tempered: recently yes indeed...
crazy: as always...
lazy?: yes VERY...

ok.. i'm LAZY to think further.. LOL!! been askin some ppl ard mi... ya... bad tempered.. yes... i admit that i am... n wat they said about mi is not just true.. its VERY true.. haha... get frustrated easily over small little things which sometimes i juz duno y... (its NOT pms... i have absolutely NO PMS syndromes.... proven...) maybe i'm juz stressed up wif my work n new boss... maybe she juz doesn't think?? not doesn't think la.. maybe she doesn't noe our prioities now and tats y she's not setting her priorities right.. ya... tats right.. hehe...

mani things happened recently... maybe i had given up be4.. tat is why i dun feel any effect at all now... ppl may say i'm heartless... maybe i am... or maybe its juz my "heck-care" attitude... which i think i realli have a serious problem with tat... maybe Libras are all like tat... hmm... maybe not... haha... "Ignore" is the word... n yes.. its MY word... ppl said i juz ignore wat is happening ard me... which i think its v true! especially when i was workin at pH... n yes.. i learnt this "ignore" thing from pH... this is also where i started my "ignore" attitude which i think its getting from bad to worse... no... its WORST!!... sometimes i cant even stand myself!!!! but i'm still me.. mqp.. HEHEHE!!!

counting down... 6 days... n TOTALLI not lookin 4ward to it... n ppl... pls... dun remind mi of 16/02/09 becoz it will be the day tat i breakdown?? no lah... perhaps jump down... HAHAHA!!!

faGGin' aWay... **|8:01 PM|