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Thursday, November 27

whY God dun wanna let mi win toto..

hahaha.. juz a random title... but still.. why God dun wanna let mi win TOTO!!!

i know i've said this at least 5423845415 times... but still.... i'm BROKE!! although my pay will be in tonight (i think so if i'm not wrong..), i've got so much debts to pay off!!! i will still go into deficit!!! kao... i muz clear all be4 CNY!! n great.. CNY is in jan.. now i've got lesser time frame 2 pay off everythin... duh...

yes i'm on leave fr now all the way till Hari Raya Haji!!! hahha.. but i'm goin back next monday n friday 2 clear my stuff.. shitty.... muggin session... shall party my ass off after 9 dec... i'm goin insane... tats provided i have my bonus (i HOPE) la... lol.. next pay is durin exams.. how m i gonna survive be4 xmas??!!! stayin at home all the way is NOT an option.... hehehe... shall be meetin up old peeps in dec too... its been a long time u c....

watched "Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince" trailer... simply can't wait for the movie!!! serious!!! perhaps i shld re-read the book again 2 refresh my memory... the storybooks i'm currently reading is DAMN BORING!!!!! n i've got 2 of them! i miss my Harry Potter...

faGGin' aWay... **|2:39 PM|

Sunday, November 23

its will always be the beginner's luck....

how shall i start... ok... friday... went jalan kayu (AGAIN) wif lin's gang... headed home after tat!! hahaha... watched my X family!! nice... went 2 cp yesterday wif jj for some muggin session... missed those times when we were younger ... haha...

exams are finalli cuming.. yes... 2 weeks n i'm gone... shall MIA for the cumin 2 weeks... F9 is shitty... hate it... 9 dec shall be it... 10 dec shall be the openin ceremony of my partyin session.. whoo!!!

*waitin patiently....*

faGGin' aWay... **|1:47 PM|

Friday, November 21

muGGin session..

ok... i'm OFFICIALLY on leave!! hehehe... NORMALLI ppl wun study on the ist day of leave... its a tradition!! hahaha... went 2 TAKE MY PASSPORT 2day in the morning.. waited for ONE HOUR... n i got my passport within 2 mins... kao... i HATE the waitin time!!! now that i've got my passport, i can FINALLY get outta Singapore!! haha...

headed to CP after that to study... i was V tired... left BK within 1 hr... time wasted.. went singing last nite wif L2 n gang.. wHoo!! i think i've been singing quite alot recently!!! hehe... cool!!

reached home 2day at 4 plus n decided 2 take a nap... gosh!! 3 hrs!!! woke up wif GUILT... lol.. n now?? waitin for jj 2 confirm everythin..... i'm HUNGRY!!!

faGGin' aWay... **|10:05 PM|

Tuesday, November 18

fuckin pissed on a tuesday morning!!!

YES! FUCKING PISSED ON A TUESDAY MORNING!! NTH BUT VULGARITIES!!!!

mugged till 1am last nite.. was v tired... but still had to wake up 2day mornin @ 6.30am coz i needa collect my passport... thank god my dad fetch mi... BUT... ok.. its my fault that i didn't not print out the appointment confirmation.. becoz i THOUGHT that ICA will be so HIGH TECH n note tat i actualli made an appointment... well FUCK IT!! reach ICA at 7.40am... tried 2 look 4 the queue... so i asked an officer where should i queue... he checked his list for my name and APPARENTLY MY NAME WAS NOT THERE!! he asked mi to join the normal queue which is FUCKIN LONG CAN!!! knn!! when i saw the queue i was like "knn pcb"... YES!! can u imagine how ANGRY I WAS??!! was about to burst out cryin when i reach my TOP BOILING POINT... i'm alreadi so fuckin tired and the officer juz tell mi to queue at the normal queue JUST LIKE THAT!!

reached office at 8.10am... CALLED ICA on the spot... waited for 20 mins... the customer service officer juz told mi that i would have to queue again at ICA and re-bookin of appointment online was not possible... i WANTED to fuck that asshole upside down alreadi lor.. knn ICA DAMN LOW TECH LOR!! DUN OFFER THE FUCKIN SERVICE WHEN YOU CAN'T PERFORM THE SERVICE PROPERLY!!! cb... kao... i am THIS ANGRY becoz i'm realli THAT TIRED!!! realli3 fuck it... i HATE to wait... furthermore now we're tokin about QUEUE-ing... how pissed can i get!! i've made efforts to get it done n this is wat i get in return.. KAO!!!

faGGin' aWay... **|8:07 PM|

Sunday, November 16

wakin up @ 3pm!!

slept at 6am in the morning.. wake up @ 3pm... strictly speakin i've onli slept for 9 HOURS!! yes i'm still tired... i shall mug all the way till wed (i hope...) and start again on friday!! yes i'm on leave!! BUT i cant go out!! perhaps i shall ask mm to lock mi up and disconnect ALL INTERNET connections... haha...

D&D last ntie was fun!! and YES I WON LUCKY DRAW OK!!! yes... $50 CASH!! i repeat CASH!!! plus $200++ worth of taka shoppin vouchers! i shall go for MAD SHOPPIN after mA exams!! haha.. when i open the envelope, the very first thing i saw was the cash n i was DAMN SHOCKED lor!!! actualli i wasn't aware that i won at first.. i was busy takin pics wif the camera when my friend told mi "eh qp QP!! 8066!! faster!!!" .. i was v blur at ist but when the MC said "8066" i quickly run to the stage.. LOL!! D&D here was much (or i should say ALOT) smalled compared to FEO.. FEO was realli so much bigger!!... n this time there isn't ppl dancin after the dinner.. BORED!! *pics shall be uploaded in due course...*

went singin wif gang.... i was abit stoned... even jj was more energetic then mi lor!! but she went off early.. sian... n yes... the $50 cash i won was used up on the spot... omg.. i miss my cash...

muggin session shall start later AFTER i watch my lan qiu huo ep1&2.. HAHAHA!!!

faGGin' aWay... **|5:15 PM|

Saturday, November 15

Madagascar: Escape 2 Africa

and yes!! caught Madagascar wif jj n gang last nite!! i still love the penguins!! its juz TOO DAMN CUTE!! but still prefer the first one though.. maybe because the storyline this time is kinda plain n boring... but its still funny though.. haha...

oh god.. i've been eating chocolates from MONDAY TO FRIDAY!! ppl gave mi chocolates and i ate them of course.. plus a chocolate cookies and chocolate cake!!!! OMG!! fattenin week... but who cares?? we muz live life to the fullest!! (and this has always been my belief...LOL!!)

my boss approved my leaves!! thank god... 4 days extra!! n yes i'm goin on leave soon!! but the sad thing... i'm still in singapore muggin 4 exams.. ok duh....

ok... maybe i'm dumb or wat lah... my girls are actualli plannin for an overseas trip next yr!! wow!!! they asked mi for my passport details... and seriously, n i mean SERIOUSLY, they told mi tat i will needa renew my passport!! so i was like "need meh?? haven wat!! mine apr then expire leh!!" it was then rih told mi... "do you noe u muz have 6 mths allowance be4 ur trip??".. ok.... *stunned*.. seriously i DID NOT KNOW!! hahaha... so i renew my passport online n it fuckingly cost mi 70 bucks!! (this is after the rebate).. wah kao!!! some more now it onli last for 5 yrs instead of 10 lor!! ex ex ex... broke broke broke.. at ist we all thought it would take ages for the ICA to process the passport.. guess wat... when i on my com juz now.. checked my mail.. READ my mail... it says..
"Dear MQP, we are pleased to inform you that your passport is ready for collection on 17/11/08".. which is this coming MONDAY!!! i was like.. OMG!!! SO FAST!! TOO fast... lol.. thought of askin my mm to help mi to collect the passport... but its say "you will need to come to collect your passport in person"... wah... jitao sian diao... wanted to go on monday but appointments FULLY BOOKED!! no choice.. tuesday 8am... shall go to work after tat... which means i have to wake up at 6.30am!! one word... SIAN!!

n yes!! i'm attending the second Dinner and Dance this yr!! ist was in FEO.. now its the second!! yeah... which is later lah.. LOL!!! i'm so excited!!! which i also duno y lah.. its not as if i'm attending the first ever D&D... lol... Theme: Retro... Dress code: Wacky Funky Groovy... LOL!! wat the hell... every1 was like -___- when we all saw the invitation... lol... guess wat.. its at Sentosa!! heard its quite inside... we shall c later.. haha... but the problem is not about how to get in.. the problem is how to get out!! yes!! heard fr my colleagues tat it will be ending at ard 12 plus... which midnight.. NO TRANSPORT!! there's a shuttlebus lah... but juz tat the timing has not yet been confirmed... by the time i think i'll be leaving at 12 plus i guess?? n will be joinin last nite's gang for KTV!! YES!!! but everything like not yet confirm leh... nvm.. shall c how... i'll find some programmes i hope?? hahahaha...

*smth is quite wrong wif mi these few days/weeks.... not in the correct state of mind... again..*

DESPERATE FOR MY PAYDAY!!!

faGGin' aWay... **|3:22 PM|

Sunday, November 9

hopeless...

whOO!! i'm proud 2 say i didn't mug yesterday!! HAHA!! met mel n gang in the end at kovan... didn't wana go in the ist place.. but after much thinkin... decided to go over.. LOL!! its v difficult to meet the whole gang now and its alreadi end of yr...!!

went to Grapevine... ist visit!.. was screening some soccer match LIVE... it didn't caught my attention at ist... but i duno y my head juz turn n look at the screen and it reminds mi of World Cup... LOL!! West Ham VS Everton... jj was all out to support west ham becoz she said tat once she supported West Ham and they won.. mi, being neutral... juz watch the match.. lol... n i duno why suddenly Everton juz scored 2 goals!! WTH!!... but its ok for me coz i didn't start any betting or watever... lol...

next match was at 1.30am... Liverpool VS AWB (i think... i 4got..) lol... it was then my hands started to get itchy... HAHA!! n yes... juz a SMALL bet ok.. as others was leaving, linkle jj n i continue wif our match at Fernvale Point... omg.. i didn't noe there's a Fernvale Point!! oh ya.. btw, i happened to c a NEW primary skool in sk!! North Vista Primary School!!! omg.. was the skool there LONG AGO or it has not yet started??!! ok.. back 2 the topic... didn't watch the full match as it has alreadi started to rain.. the moment i step into my house, rece'd a msg.. yes... 3-0.. liverpool won!! THANK GOD I WON!! hAHA!! damn... should've place a bigger bet...

once it starts, it wun stop... especially when you're toking about the person who loves to gamble.. becoz they're simply hopeless... dun bother 2 wake them up.. they will wake up eventually when they get their fingers burnt... *geez*

finalli... uploaded the sogn by Avril Lavigne... Slipped away... enjoy!!

The day you slipped away
Was the day I found
It won't be the same....

faGGin' aWay... **|12:13 PM|

Saturday, November 8

muggin session..

I LOVE iPOD NANO RED!!!

supposed to start muggin @ 3pm... now its 9.20pm n i've not started..

i'm hopeless...

faGGin' aWay... **|9:22 PM|

*outta my outta my head**

ppl change for the better, or for the worst... mi?? i'm not sure myself... went drinkin wif mao2 n gang last nite at sk... reached home @ 1.06am... n i was like.. OMG its SO EARLY!! for the v ist time after so mani weekends, i'm home early.. n apparently i was SURPRISED to c my sis sleepin already!! haha...

had been bumping into ppl recently... especially those whom i didn't c them for a bloody long time.. saw 2 polymates in Zouk last few fridays.. met 1 of them again last nite in the train.. omg.. n bump into mT too!! so we juz took the LRT happily to vari-nice.. LOL!!

juz finished the last episode of They Kiss Again! i missed a total of 8-10 eps alreadi.. but i'm juz too lazy 2 buffer n watch it.. now tat i've watch the last ep, I'M DONE!! next show cumin up.. LAN QIU HUO!! yes!! it wil be airing on TV next sat! damn happie.. coz i dun have 2 watch it online!! n i can concentrate on my exams too!! best!!

hate stayin at home when my parents are ard... especially when my MM is NOT AT HOME... like juz now, my dad was askin mi tat same qn again which i was kinda pissed off coz i noe mm WUN listeN!!! no point tell her tat also.. she'll quit if she wants to!! if i were to tell her 2 stop it will juz spoil our relationship!! especially when i'm doin tat myself!!

can u survive if u've lost ur hp?? can u survive WITHOUT ur hp for 1 mth?? i think i cant.. i dun understand y some ppl can tahan SO LONG W/O their hp!! serious! coz i think i'll be dead by then.. LOL!!!

faGGin' aWay... **|3:00 PM|

Wednesday, November 5

DANIEL WU IS HOT!!

juz sign in on my msn and there's this Loreal advertisement featuring DANIEL WU!!! one 2 words.. HOT AND SEXY!!!

lessons are finalli over!! no more sleepin in classes!! how great is that!! haha.. but its time 2 study study STUDY!!

went JOGGING (yes.. i JOGGED OK!!! muz put it THIS BIG so tat ppl can SEE!! ) hahahaa!!! wif riH n eH!! headed 2 401 after tat.. intended to accompany rih to makan only.. but she kept tempting me to eat the western!! ok... one for all and all for one.. so i tempted my hum fan to join mi!! HAHAHA!!! shall JOG again tomorrow and jog 10 rounds!!! .. LOL!!! ppl might say "is there a NEED to put it TAT BIG??" but qP says.. "there's a need ABSOLUTELY!!" hahaha...

i'm hungry.... my craving for hum is halfway there... no worries.. juz halfway.. i still have not reach to that extreme extend yet... but definitely i'll go n have it real soon.. *geez*

faGGin' aWay... **|11:08 PM|

Tuesday, November 4

bloggin away....

bloggin at this time of the day means?? i'm not at work!! haha.. i'm sick... everybody's sick.. how cool is tat??

mY LL is FINALLI BACK!!! haha...

nth 2 blog.. lazy 2 blog.. life's SO complicated... but ppl still wanna make it more complicated.. which i dun understand... or maybe its juz part n parcel of life.. *geez*

meetin mA idiotz this friday!! its been a long2 time!! haha... next sat will be my company's DND!! wow.. attended 2 DND this yr.. cool yeah.. hehehe... this time its at Sentosa Cove!! heard its quite beautiful over there.. haha... cant wait!! but i'm afraid that we might get BORED over there... but.. who cares?? the only thing that attracts me to go there is the LUCKY DRAW.. LOL!!!

actualli was thinkin of heading to St James after my company's DND.. but seriously St James is realli a waste of money and TIME!!! so?? let's go sing!

faGGin' aWay... **|12:45 PM|

Sunday, November 2

SAW V...

yes i watched Saw V!!! haha... its a grusome movie still... but Saw IV was much worse... this time i ~~STILL~~ cover my eyes la.. LOL!! if not my imaginations will juz go wild.. LOL!!

after the movie, i was tryin to link everythin to Saw.. LOL!!! jj was still sayin... " u c.. there're 6 of us... 3 girls 2 guys.. juz nice leh..."... recalled the movie scenarios... but i still think tat its still better not to recall anythin... LOL!! 1 thing for sure.. there'll be Saw VI... now i muz realli consider if i wanna go n catch the movie.. hahaha....

headed to thomson for noodles this time!!!... not prata.. haha... reached home at ard 3 plus n my sis is NOT HOME YET OK!!!

was surfing the net n to my SURPRISE, Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince will onli be out next 16 July!! devastated... coz i thought it would be out end of this yr!!! damn.. was checkin out the website... Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows... yes.. the last book... it will be split into 2 parts.. the first movie will be out sometime in Nov 2010 (if i didn't rmb wrongly..) and the second will be out sometime in 2011!! oh gosh... how old will i be!!!!

simply can't wait for Harry Potter to cum!! *geez*

faGGin' aWay... **|2:41 PM|

Saturday, November 1

Halloween!

halloween party over!! i DID NOT go.. haha... went slackin wif mA friends instead...

its november!! time 2 start.. i've got NO TIME!!

Saw V is out.. i feel like watchin it... (but seriously i'm not realli MENTALLY prepared to watch tat.. LOL!!) been callin jj but she's not UP!!! no use bombin her hp coz it has totalli NO EFFECT on her.. shall bomb her 2 more times be4 i give up n start muggin!! hHAHA!!!

*predicting... i will be sick next week...*

i shall play drink sing whatever till i DROP after my exams!!! juz wait...

faGGin' aWay... **|2:10 PM|