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Sunday, September 28

F1 is here in SINGAPORE!!!

ok... every1 was tokin about Formula One since last yr... n i was like.. "omg.. still yr september leh!!! still long way lor...".. n now its HERE and finalli HERE!!! so after my lesson toDAY (YES I WENT TO LESSON!!!), my friends n i went to catch formula one!!! w/o the tix of coz... when i came out fr the MRT station, heard the sounds of the engines n all... i was DAMN HIGH lor!!! tried to look for a good spot but its all covered with black cloth now!! last nite was not like tat!!! v sad... even goin back was a hassle... think i juz lost 2 kg for walkin round n round cityhall... hahaha.... i wanna watch F1 next yr!!!

went 2 Night Safari last nite wif jj n rih!!! our ist time ok!!! hahahaha... went to c the wildlife of coz.. duh... nth much... n it was v dark of coz.. i think i'll becum blind...LOL!! ok... v kua...

qP says... i duno wat 2 do!!! i wan it big (not big BIG la... juz wan the crowd...lol) but i dun wanna get drunk... its all so contridicting!!! how how??

faGGin' aWay... **|2:01 AM|

Wednesday, September 24

home on a wednesday afternoon!!

i woke up in time 2day.. but i was VERY tired... it was so windy outside... darks clouds over hougang (i think...) i've gt no time 2 study!! conclusion?? MC!! to study.. lol.. by the time i wake up, i was alreadi having a flu... lol!!! juz nice!! white lies... lol...

so mani events cuming up!!! yow's baby full mth.. bdaes AND BDAES!!! there ARE realli alot of october babies here... seems like all the weekends are book n i can't study!! i'm alreadi behind time i nv studied all this in poly... *dead meat*... mid life crisis...LOL!!!

time flies... i miss all my gfs!!!! some MIA... some overseas some more... life in a mess!!! n i juz rmb smth!!! i have a make-up lesson (for the classes that i skipped) today.. since i'm on mc, I SHOULD HAVE GO TO THE EXTRA LESSON!!! why god let mi rmb it??!!! i'm now so pissed wif myself...!!

I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same

*Slipped away by Avril Lavigne... my mei nu told mi that she cried when she hear this song 4 the ist time.. so i thought it was realli v sad song... but it is a sad song la... LOL!!!! shall upload it soon!!! if any 1 has his song, pls sent mi.. hahaha!!!

faGGin' aWay... **|12:12 PM|

Sunday, September 21

feelin.................*wake me up when september ends...*

have been skippin classes again n again... i'm SUPPOSED to be in class now... but i'm here slackin.. totalli not in the mood to study at all!! exams r round the corner and i noe that i'm realli behind time... yet there'e so many events cumin up!!! september and october babies!!! (yea i'm one of the october ones..LOL!!)

this is the second time in my life i'm SO NOT LOOKING FORWARD to my bdae!! so mani things!!! getting 22 is the ist... NO MORE 21!!! n my dearest JANN still remind mi.." eh qp.. u c har.. u this yr 22.. next yr 23 leh!! OMG!!"... duh!!! this yr my big day is on a saturday... which means tat ppl r goin to ask mi out 2 club on friday OR saturday OR BOTH!! which i dun wan to coz i dun wanna get drunk... LOL!! twice is enough.. hehehe... after last nite's experience... i think i realli dun wanna get drunk... RITE??? hehehe... seein him drinkin down the lambo reminds mi drinkin lambo n waterfall...n the feeling's "GOOD".....

i'm so vexed!!! can i just give up??? its drivin mi crazy!!! i still have many YRS to go!!

wat's happenin 2 all my friends??? where're all my lady lovers???!!! being a practical n realistic person, you have get somethin practical!!!

faGGin' aWay... **|2:42 PM|

Saturday, September 13

weekends are HERE!!!

hehehe.... went to Obar on wed nite... omg~~!! wed!! this is the FIRST time ever tat i go clubbin on a weekend since i start workin!! but fun la... its Obar mah!! my fav!! hehehe... i was.... HAHaHA!! NOT DRUNK OK!!! juz abit seh NIA!... lol.. slept for 2 hours when i reach home then went to work after tat... pro rite?? hehe.. when i wake up at 8am, i was like.. LATE!! but i was TOO tired to be fast.. so i took my time n went 2 work.. totally got no energy 2 walk fast... when i reach office.. was onli 5-10 mins late!! pro!!! hehehe... but i think i'm totally a zombie la... totalli not make up at all!! not tat chui after all!!! heeheh!!

met lan2 after work ON THE SAME DAY!!! she's leaving singapore for good... hahahaha!!! gonna miss her... coz no 1 can lame wif mi le... LOL!!

went singing wif gang last nite till 5am!!! omg!! n i juz wake up la... hehehee!!! its considered QUITE early for me la.. hehehe... playin candles tonite!!! hehe...

acca exams fees... i'm goin broke ONCE AGAIN!!!

faGGin' aWay... **|2:27 PM|

Sunday, September 7

bacK fr dA chaLet!!

yeaH!!! onli a 2d1n chalet but all had fun!! i hope... LOL!! well.. i'm sure mani ppl did!! as always... many ppl came... its JM!!! haha.. n we all took a total of 284 pics!! mad... lol.... (ist time in my life we took so mani pics!!!) had a cake war after cuttin the cake... at first it was onli the bdae girls... but after hearing "eh.. let's go tekan our sisters la!!" every1's first thought was.. RUN!!! it was rainin!! not heavily... so every1 is hiding everywhere!! i juz hide behind the bushes.. hahaha!! smart.. the most dangerous spot is the safest spot...LOL!!

had a drinkin game later in wee hours... haha... kns... every1 was aiming mi !!! initally la... after tat all of switch our targets... thank god i had toilet cards... if not i'll be dead... Lol... too lazy 2 upload the pics here.. tired... so for those who wan the pics, do pm mi on msn!!!

2molo's a monday once again!! time 2 buck up on my studies!!!

faGGin' aWay... **|8:18 PM|

Saturday, September 6

sleepy @ 3.53am on 07/09/08...

watched Hana Yori Dango wif my mei nu!!! its nice la... Domyouji is cute!! haha... watched it at Cathay (of coz!! all time fav!!).. there's somethin about The Grand Cathay... i feel tat gays like to go to Cathay which i duno y... LOL!!!

i finalli got my PAY!! YES!!! i'm juz DAMN happie coz i was DAMN broke... now i'm left wif ... erm... a few hundred ???!!! (n i mean a FEW !!!..) after payin off my debts... bills.. monthly allowance... ACCA!!!! oh gosh... spending muz be controlled once again... why god dun let mi win toto??

lan2's leavin this week!! sad.. no 1 can entertain mi.. hahaha... (although she always ignore my sicko-ness... hehe) our ktv session also no more... mahjong?? wait till i have money then tok about it.. lol...

2molo... i mean later... jM's chalet!! can't wait!! its been 1875 yrs since i last went 2 a chalet.. hahaha.. i'm so excited!! haha... even my sister is at her friend's chalet NOW!! (the room is mine.. hehehehe!!)

finalli let it all out to my mei nu... tahan for so mani yrs.. oh gosh... at least i can tahan until now its consider VERY NOT BAD LIAO LOR!!! no1 noe about it until juz now... realli can't take it.. its not me... even my mei nu say "he" is a not-so-friendly type of person after interacting with him... see?? its not my problem.. juz can't understand why his attitude is like tat... can u imagine?? i've gotta face him every week!!! its like.. one word.. SIAN!! we noe each other for yrs la.. but it doesn't tat there's nth wrong wif yr attitude.. its not onli us.. mani ppl told mi the same thing!! i even tried to cover it up 4 ya all the time!! sick n tired of it... now i juz wanna sit at 1 corner n live in my own world... yes.. sometimes u're realli nice.. perhaps its juz the attitude u treat others which i totalli disagree and dun understand...

faGGin' aWay... **|3:48 AM|

Monday, September 1

01/09/08 12.04am...

haha.. i'm juz BORED now.. while bufferin my Moonlight... duno y suddenly so slow... think i shall watch it 2molo... Bosco is DAMN dashin la... 4ever my love...LOL!!! (coz we took a pic 2gather ok!!!) n i shall continue to let everyone noe!!! (and i'm still v proud of it... heheheh!!!)

gonna pay for my exams soon... acca is draining my money away.. i can't even shop!! gosh!!!

was blog-hoppin ard n i came across her blog... 1 thought came into my mind.. (well.. this thought ALWAYS came into my mind la...) why wasn't i born with a silver spoon?? perhaps a GOLD spoon will be better... LOL!!!

faGGin' aWay... **|12:03 AM|